Thursday, December 27, 2007


2007 is coming to an 3 days.

What have we done in that time? Good time to take a nice rest reminiscing about this year.

What has happened? How have we all changed? Have we learned anything?

Pressing questions which would take too long to post....

During the exam periods, me and my mates said, "If we took what we know right now, and went back in time to the beginning of this year, how great would it be? (not just for test results)"

If only...

Fucking ass of a year this one :p

Sunday, December 16, 2007



My toe!!!!

I now understand how much it hurts when you say "caught between a rock and a hard place"

My toe got crushed by the edge of a drawer and CERAMIC TILES... Damn near crushed it and i bled till my socks got soaked....
And I worked for 3 hours more in that state.

My, don't we all love work??

This hurts :(

Wednesday, December 5, 2007


Work is...different from whatever point of view we look at it from.

I can tell myself this is easy and work in a breezy sort of manner.

Or I can continuously think "omfg this is soooo so fucking boring I'm just gonna clean this quickly"

Obviously we can all see which line of thinking can create better productivity and efficiency.

But oh well. Who cares. Its just window cleaning.

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Destiny or Effort?

In our lives, whatever we make of it, is it due to destiny/fate or can we actually work towards an intended goal?

So, can we actually be anything we want or does some higher power (eg. God) have a specific plan for us??

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Selling Your Soul

Interesting little topic came up today, and I was just thinking about it...

We were talking about who the owner of mojo's soul is but apparently rueben or vinnie is the current owner of it.

Then I got asked who has the ownership of my soul. I wittily replied, "I don't have one"

The gang then asked me if the girl I liked took it and but then, fortunately went off track.

This got me thinking.

Would you sell your soul to anyone? For anything? A service/material/favour?

Or maybe to the devil so that you may have one request fulfilled?

If you could sell your soul to the devil so that after you die, you suffer in hell for who knows how long, but you can have ANYTHING fulfilled, to the letter of your request, and no one will ever know about it, what would you do? Would you consider the deal or walk away? Would you sell it for love? World peace? Money?

(Remember, if you request for something to become a martyr, it ain't gonna work because no one's going to know about the request)

Thursday, November 15, 2007


Why must I feel this every day?

Why does it envelope me so?

It charges through, choking, suffocating me...

I'm losing my strength to fight it

It's like I can't do anything I want to do in my life...

And there's no way out...

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Interesting thing I found...

Guys & Girls - The Facts

Girl facts:
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind
When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine
When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games
When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future
When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knowsyou're gone forever

Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing, He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he means it
When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do
When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world
When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday, he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you til your done
When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

My Dream

My dream since I was a little boy of 12...


How dare you...

I'm appealing to the department, I'm going to fight because I know I did better.

Fags.... They will learn not to mess with me...

After all I've hoped for, after all I've dreamed of? This is the end result??

They'll be regretting taking that 3 marks.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Ah...Unicol life

Unicol life....How I miss you :(

Man, being at home isn't so good, the people that I've bonded so much with are all spread out...mainly in Korea!!

Not good, since I'm broke after my new shoes!! (refer to bebo for pictures)

Just saw a good friend of mine off tonight, and it's the last time I'll see her before next year...

Oh well, I guess this is what the real world is like.

Seeing as my glorified vision of having nothing to study was smashed a few days ago, I need a project, something to work one for the next...3 months??!!

Oh noes...

Another year down, another year older...So depressing, I'm 18 going on 19 already!! :(

I guess we're all destined to split up into our jobs and careers and we won't have much time to ourselves or our friends anymore. How would I go about preventing that?? Hmm... *strokes chin*

Anyways~ I think I'll go sleep my holiday away, seeing as I have nada to do....

Tuesday, November 6, 2007


Boredom is....Not what I had expected. Not only do I have ABSOLUTELY nothing to do, all my hopes and fantasies of having a relaxing holiday have been shattered.

1. My parents wake me up before 12. NOT GOOD.

2. All games at my house are boring. Not even WoW or Ace combat or Pokemon. This is a serious issue.

3. Everyone else is BUSY!!

WTF people... This is not what I had envisioned! My daydreams while studying for stupid epidemiology are now sundered into a thousand pieces, and liquified then sprayed at me for good measure!!

Not cool.

I've realised now, that having a full on day, is actually quite enjoyable...Because even though it's full on, we can always squeeze in a few minutes of rest/relaxation/whatever. Now, there's so much time, but nothing to do....And no pool table!! Grrrr.....

Let us hope that having to work will take some of that annoyingly large amount of time in a day away...

Plus my basketball's gone missing :(

Things are not going well...

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Finished, finito, 끝, whatever you want to call it

I am done~~~~!!!!!

Yeah, I didn't get to party but oh well, ended up rapping to a few songs by eminem at the karaoke bar..

Haha, yeah, I guess Uni does change a few people...I know I've changed a lot, but not sure if it's all for good or not but who cares!!!!


Ah you poor poor people who still have exams tsk tsk...hehe

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

D - 0.5


Only 20.5 hours until health science is OVER!!!!

Partying, clubs, drinking (maybe), ain't gonna sleep tomoro :p

Boo yah!!! Bye bye~ 2007!!

Monday, October 22, 2007

Nice MV

Came across this while surfing youtube...Not half bad.

Check it out. Don't know how to make it play on my blog so just follow the link

Friday, October 19, 2007

One down..

One exam down, not too bad, but not exactly confident either, pretty sure I got a B, so I


Only 2 to go...

Biochem is going to be a bitch but Epi...Oh that epi...

Gun. Give. Now. Loaded!!

Monday, October 15, 2007


Cracks, run through everything in our lives.

Unseen, they lie dormant until one day, with enough stress they fall away...

My heart is rend by the hastily done stitching... Sudden rips open up, crumbling away, like a sand dune in the wind...

I thought I could help others with their mending. I thought mine had already mended.

2 steps forward, 3 steps backward...

When will the dice roll favour my wants?

When will it become whole again?


As the title indicates, EARTHQUAKE!!!!


I was like, wtf, why am I getting a rocking feeling like I'm in a shi- EARTHQUAKE!!!!

But man, oh man are they fun :D

Thursday, October 11, 2007


Every doorway represents some new path.

And every doorway I force open is blocked.

I can even make them block themself by looking at them.

It is amazing how they stack those bricks so fast...

And every time its in the same pattern...

Show me a doorway which can stay open...

Show me a doorway that I can open up...

For it cannot be forced, only allowed to let pass...

Show me an open doorway...

Wednesday, October 10, 2007


I think I live in a big big maze...

Since every road I take seems to be blocked or misleading in some way.

Each time that I think is a new and exciting road, it always ends up at a dead end...

I have no hammer to go through the walls.

I have no wings to fly over the walls...

How long am I supposed to wander these hollow paths?

Only time will tell...

Friday, October 5, 2007

ARRRGGHHH!!!! interview!!!

Offer for interview came out!!
One side of me is loving it but...the other side is going FUCKING NUTS...

So worried :( I've got reasonable answers but...Its going to be the most agonizing 20minutes of my life...

Wish me luck!!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007


Wake up at 7:10am.
Go down for breakfast for 10min, come up, wash up, head to lecture by 7:45am.
Sit in lecture theatre for 2 hours absorbing info like a sponge taking notes so fast my hand aches by the end.
Get home by 10:05am at the latest.
Get dressed for gym and leave house by 10:15am
Arrive at gym at 10:20am and work out with weights until 11:00am
Hire out a basketball and practise.
Finish gym by noon.
Arrive home by 12:15pm and have a shower for no more than 15min max.
Go down for lunch at 12:30pm
Finish lunch by 1:30pm
Go upstairs and do pre-reading, note copying until 2pm
Take 3 hour nap til 5pm.
Go down for dinner at 5pm.
Finish by 6pm or 5:30pm
Depending on what day it is, go to labs at 6pm or in-hall tutorials at 7pm.
Study notes until 12am.
Check Blackboard for new stuff and socialise a bit and also mix in some more studying until 4am.
Go to bed at 4am.

Rinse and repeat.
I am going to die.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Test prep...

Yikes, another test upcoming this saturday...

Only worth 5% of your marks you say? I only realised the value of just one percent 3 times last semester...

The difference between a B and B+, B- and a B, and A+ and an A....

Still haven't started yet :p I really should...

Hell I got better things to do than writing this blog.

I've only lately realised how precious time is and how fast it goes after thinking about it during studying...The time writing this blog can never be "refunded" so to speak. It only passes and thats that. No buts, no excuses, it's gone.

And I think of what I've done in the past, how I've spent my time during my short, 18 and a half years of life...and there isn't really much.

The thought of this world not being able to be changed because I am only a single person in the myriad of billions, the ability to change just another person's life/time is a great power.

Think of how in a moment of need, someone helped you out. In a moment of desperate need, that someone was there. This past even may have worked out dandy and we just use it as a fun story to tell at a party or other gathering...

But if that person was not there for help...what would have happened? The amount of distress with that slightly troubling. Especially if someone close, a friend, family's life was at risk. Had this person not been there, our lives would have been that much worse, that much more harder to bear...

I believe we all live to change somebody's bad situation for a good thing one day, somewhere... Imagine how grateful that person would feel, for the existence of's a nice thought.

That somewhere, out there, is a person, that lives just to complement

Now thats a good feeling :D

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Korean Ball Photos

Updated to my Bebo, check it out!!

Haha not that many of me, seeing as I was taking the photos, and my friend used my 3G (the lens that is good for self camera shots) funcion to take INSANE amounts of photos of herself...

:p bleh

Friday, September 21, 2007

Korean Ball

Just came back from Korean ball and man it was fun!!

I know I can't dance for shit but who cares?? Its the jumping up and down stupidly flailing your arms that counts!!

Lol TONS of photos coming soon!!

Hehe I think I took over 50 photos on my phone...And numerous others on other people's camera's :p

P.S. champagne sucks ass

Thursday, September 20, 2007


Got my UMAT scores today...

53% percentile overall with an average mark of 50 raw score.

the funny thing is that so many ppl got around my mark so that a few more correct answers would send my percentile skyrocketing...So stupid. So I think they'll count the raw score this year, seeing as its kinda hard to determine who's better.

But anyways, I think this pretty much tells me that I'm quite suited for the job of a dental health professional :p

Lets hope I do well in the interview :(

Monday, September 17, 2007

Tales of the past...

Wow, watched this awesome movie on

IT is INSANELY well made...

The storyline and the scripts aren't half bad but the fact that they made it on a PvP server with the amount of coordination they needed...WOW.

Go check it out guys at for episode 1 and episode 2 is

There's a 3rd one in the making so I'm excited :D

Oh and Bleach is really heating up!! soooo cool

Sunday, September 16, 2007

*crashing sound*

Weeeeee~~~~ BOOM!!

anyways, here's something i made up

Some people think I'm nuts
Some people think I'm smart
Some people think I'm stupid
But some just think I'm a tart.

I don't really care what you think of me, but you stand there, thinking you're so high up and mighty, with your little supporters out there.

Perhaps I just wasn't made to get along with some people but oh wells

This world is full of people we don't like. Get used to it, because there's a whole lot more people than just ME

Formal Dinners

Ah, the momentous occasion of a formal dinner...

The sights, the sounds and smells of slightly above average food...mmm.

The tantalizing sights of girls in dresses that just make you say "GODDAMN SHE IS FINE", the smells of a great dinner awaiting to enter your belly in the worlds favourite ritual...

Also coming along in this package is the finely dressed young gentlemen, trying their very best to get out of the stupid dining room to catch the Warriors game by any means possible....Thank goodness its not compulsory :p

The thing I'm trying to get here people, is that these are designed to be a fun time?? I think...

But it doesn't always work out. And the fact that there are a surprisingly large number of people doing arts degrees.

Anyway, the salmon had the bones still in it so yeah, not so cool but meh. Enjoyable than your average freaking roast sunday dinner :p

Friday, September 14, 2007



The movie which I have now watched 3 times - twice in the movie theatres and once tonight, by my friend's downloaded version...


So go now, you juveniles, and experience the grand tale, that is the transformers movie, directed by Michael Bay.

Lol funny thing to note, is that when scorponok jumps out of the sand chasing Tyrese, when filming, the director told him "Tyrese, those are real explosives. DO NOT TRIP OVER."

So the fear on his face is real...

Same with where Sam stands on the statue before Megatron destroys the shit out of the building (standing 14 floors up), he had NO safety gear. It took the director 15minutes of convincing him to stand there to film it.

Funny stuff...

Thursday, September 13, 2007


Change - we all need it.
Sometimes we want it. And sometimes we don't. It's as simple as that.

However, there is one thing you cannot ignore.


We all live on Earth, the 3rd lump o' rock from our sun.
And guess what people, our lives are GOING to change whether you like it or not.

Systems will change, people will change, technology, design, the sciences, art, EVERYTHING in this world is undergoing change.

If you do not follow with this change and "go with the flow" so to speak, you will be left behind.

And yet, some people will still cling on to their glory days, the days of youth, the old systems that they are used to.

Well big shock you asses, it ain't gonna stay that way whether you like it or not.

This race of mankind is destined to die at some point in time and there's nothing you can do about it.

Lets take an example.
The US of A, the world's current superpower used to be rivalled by the biggest country in the world, Russia, or as formerly known, the Soviet union.
That worked out dandy now didn't it?

With the collapse of the Soviet union, dissident factions such as the Chinese, random-arsed terrorist groups now have a wealth that will suck the colour from your face.
These factions have so much power that they technically have the license to kill without being interrupted by another superpower because that will initiate some sort of conflict which may escalate due to the idiots that tend to get in the top positions. Now, with the turn-around of the century being China and India developing every single aspect of their economic infrastructure, the Americans are beginning to feel the panic.

We are living in changing times and who knows who the next rival will be?

/rant start

Yet my parents still think grades are everything in modern day society. They have not learned that the general populace HATE try-hard asians getting into medicine/dentistry and then not being able to function well because they SUCK at communicating. They hate their jobs because they try so hard at it but fail miserably. Those worthless people put innocent lives at stake and do not deserve the high position that they so "rightfully earned".

/rant over

Some people in this world need to accept change... Or you WILL be left behind.
*activate avenging wrath*

Move on with the times you stupid people!! Do not cling to your ideals and embrace the new world which is where you reside now!!

That goes for every damn lot of you who try and maintain their beliefs which are OUT OF DATE.

Change with the world. Or die

Yarrr Ace combat pics

ZOMG check out tha cool Gripen!!! (the silver ones)
And the ultimate Su-37 Terminator!! (Not in mass production due to Russia being a tightass)

I have a blogzors!!

Haha I have joined the mindless millions of people online with a stupid stupid blog...

I guess my main is Bebo? but the blogging capabilities of that are very limited :p

I shall update this thingy as soon as I figure out how to use it properly